It's a funny feeling when you realise your time is almost up...
I don't mean this in the drastic way you may read it as but...Tomorrow is my last day at the hell hole I've worked at for nearly 3 years and, on ocassion, has nearly beaten me into submission. I fear without this out-let and certain...special people, I may have been beaten long ago.
I wonder now about what I do next. I move to a new adventure on foreign shores which, while it excites me, scares the crap out of me! You see, my safety net is my family and those who I choose to call family. They are all SO close even if slightly distanced from me (geographically)...and now I leave them all behind in 9 days. Walking the tight-rope in San Francisco. Worrying about whether I'm cut out for all this after all!
I sit here at my desk. Thoroughly bored, and feeling the nerves build! After all this time is there a part of me afraid to leave what I know? Or is it the thought of leaving the people who I talk to everyday via e-mail and over cups of Yorkshire Tea?! It's the latter.
If you read this...you're in the privileged few people who know me and actually know about this. I'll miss you all. But...keep your eyes on this, your e-mails, your phones...and any other medium I can get my hands on...I may be going far away but I NEED to remain close.
1 comment:
You ARE going to be BRILLIANT. I have no doubt in my mind, heart or soul for you.
Don't let it be too long before I am reading about your fantastical adventures.
This kept us close when the distance was short, it surely can only do more as the distance grows!
Take care my good friend.
Man hugs,
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