It's been FAR too long since I've done one of these! I don't even want to think about how much stuff I have thought and not documented...things I've done and things that have happened since my last entry...
So, it's 8am Tuesday 5th Jan 2010. My first day back at work and I say: SCREW the rules!
OK, well I think the largest item of news I have is this:
THE 1st PART OF MY VISA APPLICATION HAS BEEN APPROVED!! I am in no little way excited about this. The tunnel is not as long as I thought and the light is all the brighter! However, this presents me with some problems of a personal nature that I didn't imagine I would come across:
I think I'm in love with someone who I can never have completely...and now I'm leaving. Quite frankly I'm confused...melancholy has set in...excitement and sadness are not a good cocktail. I have no idea what I expected to happen. This was always on the cards and she is...taken (for the want of a better word).
So dear people, I have a suggestion about dreams. Dream away! Have as many as you wish! Have more than you could possible do...but try your best not to let the dream carry you away too far...another one might come and rip you away from it...and with that a piece of your heart...
1 comment:
Hmmm, indeed mate. Good to have you back and you are damn right - "fuck the rules". I hope your heart is not too heavy and sending big vibes to the cosmos (praying to you) that the Visa application is a speedier one.
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