The start of the week is a perplexing thing to write about. As mentioned in previous texts of mine people often look at this as a bad thing and designate a particular day as 'the worst'. I have actually started this week with a smile on my face and an optimistic outlook. The only trouble I have is...I don't know why! There is no rhyme or reason. It just is what it is! The most confusing part is you'd think I'd be upset due the chunk of my face I removed this morning mith my razor (I've not cut myself shaving in ages!).
So, we come to my topic. New days dawning. Ask yourself, how many times have I 'started fresh'? We ALL do the New Years Resolution thing. Mine actually last about a day or so (As you get to know me you will find my will power in things such as abstinence is almost non-existant!). I've lost count of the amount of times I've given up Alcohol for a month and lasted a week, given up smoking and then gone to work and taken it up again! I ask for your help on this Ladies and Gents. Tips and ideas are most welcome!
I think we all want to better ourselves in one way or another. I have a couple of friends who have hit a target they were aiming for recently and to them I say: I'm really proud of you. If only I could share part of your will power!
So I am looking at this topic and potentially a new dat dawning for Seán Matthew Stephen Farrell Esq. From here on out I resolve to try harder at bettering myself. Give myself some of the effort I put into other people and try my hardest (even though it probably will not happen) to realise when I am being used and walk away. This is the hardest thing I will ever try simply because it is in my nature to help...to be there for people I care about...even if they don't seem to care about me as much.
Thank you for listening today and thanks for your on-going support!
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